i've been put on more medication.. None of this is helping me at all, i get this feeling that people are treating me specially. Feeling like people have to break it down for you to jus understand something simple. Yeah, I have a fucking mood disorder so what? does that mean you have to treat me specially? Idk, i'm fucking lost.. Anti-Depressants, Diet Pills, High Blood Pressure Pills, and Sleeping Pills: all of this is not helping me at all. Everyday since i've been hospitalized, I'm always gloomy; looking lost. Most of the time, I wonder who the fuck am i? *Sigh* i'm tired of everything.. put me to rest already.. - NVPM